I fell in love with this guy, which I thought was perfect.
Everywhere I went i thought of him, only him.
I shivered everytime I talked to him over the phone, heard his name or talked about him.
Shivers of love.

But well wolf in sheeps costume.
I wished it would have another end, a better end.
I thought I had a future with him but apperantly he thought different about that.
I feel shitty, crappy.
Full of hatred, but at the same time still filled with love for him.